The man I've love for over a decade kissed me two night ago. He's been out of the closet for two years now and lives the gay life style, yet tonight he changes his myspace relationship status to bi. This after many different hints/jokes of us dating. I'm going out of my mind. He's the kind of guy that walks out of his door and gets hit on by 5 million people, both guys and girls. He's going to be a doctor, is graduating in 4 years with two degrees, completely on a different spectrum, one in pre-med and the other is russian studies. We have been the best of friends since age 8 and have known each other since kindergarden. We both have so much in common, we've always been like kindred spirits, but there is no way that a man like him would ever go for a girl like me. How can I even dream that a guy like him would ever "go straight" for a girl like me. I am so confused and i'm not trying to let it affect me, I'm just figuring he's changing it for some other reason and I'm not trying to get excited about it. I don't want to have my heart broken again, but I can't help but have a slight hope rise in me. I've loved him for so long, but if it was the fact that he was changing for me, would i be able to live with a man who is also attracted to men? Its silly to even think that he would change for me, yet it does make me wonder.